Once we have seen something we were not supposed to see. A forbidden act– as per our belief. There is guilt and shame and deep loneliness.
How do you live your life as a result of this loneliness?
You are OK with any man who comes your way.
However harshly he treats you, you are happy to be his slave!
You are happy to be in an abusive and toxic relationship because it takes away your fear of survival.
The more he beats you the more he wants you, and this takes away your fear of survival, your fear of being alone.
Stay tuned for the rest of the series.